“God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble. So we will not fear when earthquakes come and the mountains crumble into the sea. Let the oceans roar and foam. Let the mountains tremble as the waters surge!
…The Lord of Heaven’s Armies is here among us; the God of Israel is our fortress.”
We were so careful.
We delayed our travel. We waited for negative Covid tests. We wore masks for 3 days of air travel and airports. We finally made it to Papua New Guinea. We quarantined for two weeks. An enormous amount of effort and care went into avoiding any chance of spreading Covid from the U.S to our new home. But when we arrived, it was already here.
One day before our quarantine ended, Covid cases here had reached a point of such concern that all non-essential trips to town were cancelled. Imagine moving your family half the world away with only what you can pack into 9 suitcases and then finding out you can’t go to the store.
We got through our first week of language learning, and two residents on our base tested positive for Covid. Classes were cancelled. Sports were cancelled. The market is closed. In order to keep from potentially spreading Covid into the community, we’re not allowed to leave the center. Our leadership is carefully navigating an extremely challenging situation, and they’re doing a great job. But the timing was hard.
When I think about why I came to Papua New Guinea, there is one main reason: to obey Jesus. The path up to this point has been full of so many unexpected turns. He has not landed us where I thought we’d be or in the ministry where I thought we’d serve. But I arrived excited, ready to start our life here, looking forward to what He had for us and how He’d use us.
All the unexpected changes during our first days here sharply revealed the other reasons I had for coming here: other hopes, hidden expectations.
I was excited to explore the beauty of the country. — Ok Beka, what if you can’t leave the base? Was it still worth it to come here?
I was really looking forward to the sports. — What if sports are cancelled and you’re back to running by yourself? Can you still be content?
I couldn’t wait to learn language. — What if you can’t have contact with your language teacher? What if developing the ability to communicate here gets put on hold?
After moving from place to place for our entire marriage, I was looking forward to finally setting up our home. —What if you’re using a house full of things that don’t belong to you? What if settling in and making it yours has to wait?
Can you obey Jesus whole-heartedly, even when what that looks like today is vastly different than what you envisioned? When you’ve prepared for 12 years, and then you get here, but it doesn’t look like what you prepared for – can you trust that God knew exactly what this moment would look like and that He has perfectly equipped you to step into it?
During our class introductions, one of my friends shared a verse from Psalm 16. It was a lifeline the Lord had used to carry her through loss, disappointment, and discouragement in a difficult season.
Set the Lord always before you and you will not be shaken.
Before this month, I would have said, “Yeah! I do that!” But He is starting to show me how often it is something else I set before me. And when that something else lets me down, I get discouraged. I believe that, in His love, my God allows those things to fail me. It’s not wrong to be excited or to look forward to good things. But it is crucial for my heart to re-center on the One who is the source of all those good things – the One who is enough even when all the other reasons are stripped away.
He is taking me to a place where I find my hope in nothing more and nothing less than Jesus Christ – crucified, risen, living in me, victorious, able, sufficient.
If I set Him before me. I will not be shaken. Though the mountains themselves crumble into the sea. Though earthquakes come and oceans roar and plans get cancelled and we lose any inkling of what to expect.
The Lord can use disappointment, difficulty and inconvenience to purify our dependence on him – to teach us the secret of joy. And in the midst of this, I would like to let him.
“Why am I discouraged? Why is my heart sad?
I will put my hope in God! I will praise him again – my Savior and my God…
I hear the tumult of the raging seas as your waves and surging tides sweep over me.
But each day the Lord pours his unfailing love upon me.
And through each night I sing his songs…”
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This email and blog post might be your best ever! Thanks for your honesty in sharing your heart! You are a blessing already to others in your being there, and He cares more for you than you could even care for yourselves. You’ve encouraged us in your writing and desire to pray more for you and all the PNG team. Love you guys! (Someday I’ll share with you about our 1st year on the field of Bolivia as a young family with 4 kids under 5, including 5-month-old twins, that we pray no one ever has to repeat! Flooding, rabies, typhoid, and a few more…😀)
Mike! Thank you so much! 😳 I cannot imagine the year you had. I am often so humbled by some of you veteran missionaries and the stories of what the Lord carried you through!!
And He will do the same for you! Just remember WHO sent you…not just your family & friends or churches or the Mission, but God!
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Don’t let the Devil Win!!!
Remember who you belong to “The Lord Jesus”
Remember who sent you!
He who started a good work in you will be able to sustain you and give you victory each day.
I will lift up my eyes, my help cometh from the Lord
Praying for you all daily!!
I enjoyed reading your blog! May God bless you with your writing.